16th april 2005

at work again...

my head really hurts! the main light in the office is so painful and i swear that the radio adverts are made to purposely overstimulate people!!! they make them as annoying as possible, i.e. a bunch of people talking over eachother/shouting/singing and loud cackling from the presenters telling unfunny jokes constantly.

i also can't stand this one male presenter who is obviously trying super hard to sound kewl and relatable to the insufferable people who enjoy them.
also, they always play the same songs in rotation. every single radio station that has played at my work. the. same. fucking. soul. destroying. corporate. dogshit. country. music.

ok for now i take it back as they are playing castles in the sky... sometimes they play some good classic stuff on the "throwback" segment, but then jump straight back into the same rotation. here! i'll list every song that i've learnt off by heart due to being earraped daily:

the bar song by SHABOOZEY
pink pony club by chappell roan
too sweet by hozier
austin by dasha
stargazing by myles smith
beautiful things by benson boone (i want to kill him)

beyonce horse music texas slop

that one meghan trainor song about being fat
(all of her songs)
that's so true by gracie abrams
(the nepo lady. she does this uncomfortable ''uhh'' constantly and it makes me ill)

oh! and what do you know! up next is more shaboozey, for the 4th time counting this morning!

it's 12ish now so i'm gonna eat my dinner and hopefully be less annoyed at everything lol. talk soon!!!!

13th april 2005

im dying...

good morning. rn it is 11:22am. well. last night was horrid! nah it was fun until i started puking this strange black frothy goop. i drank a 35cl bottle of 38% volume vodka in like half an hour and i am a lightweight. not a good idea! i feel kinda rough today but i'm gettin thru it, eating my hummus and breadsticks. took my meds. so far so good

i need to go pick up the ganj today but i feel like raw shit and the fella isn't responding yet, i've got like a crumb left and i need it to be sane for work on monday. fuuuuuuuuuuuuk, i hope he replies soon.

12th april 2005

today was boring...

its 5:15pm, so far today i haven't done much at all. i went out a couple times for a walk to go smoke, went to the shop earlier for some new rolling papers.

my parents are going out tonight to see a show at the theatre so i am on puppy babysitting duty. well, he's not so much of a puppy anymore, he is getting to be a big boy!!!!! my dog's name is Sid by the way... he is the light of my life even though he tries to brutalise me with his razor sharp teeth most of the time. hes a golden/fox-red lab and he's about 5 months old right now.

he's being really good recently, going in his crate at mealtimes and stuff. i really love taking him for walks apart from when i have to wrestle him away from a massive pile of animal shit or whatever mouldy garbage he tries to eat off the floor. plus, once he has something he knows he's not supposed to, he runs even faster. little bastard.

later on, i'm gonna draw some stuff for my best pal's album art and sit round on my computer doing whatever. the pooch is usually fine just chillin with me whilst i do my thing and he does his. parallel play or whatever. also, apparently the nice weather is coming to an end tonight/tomorrow too. devastated is not a strong enough word.

sayonara 4 ima

+ SHOUTOUT ME MA FOR GETTING ME STRAWBERRY MILLIONS FROM B&M ! MAYBE life is worth living

11th april 2005

first blog post!
the site is still very much in progress but im pleased with how it's going so far. :D right now it is 11:22pm and i am very tired! took my melatonin and i am sort of sentient but also not at the moment. wanted 2 work on the site more today but it was very sunny out and i spent a lot of time basking in it. it's apparently going to rain a lot next week, so y not make the most of the sun xD the weather is soo unpredictable in the uk, especially up norf. it's not unusual to get a warmer spring than summer, been that way a few years on the run apart from maybe last year, the summer was way nicer. idk wot this means for "da urt" but as long as its sunny wahoooooooooooooo

dont u think music sounds way better when its sunny? and everything in general =] it's a real mood boost !!!! hope the rain isn't too bad. it makes everywhere look so depressing...

i could take some cool pix maybe, but then i would be all soggy and feel like POO . i am not a fan of being in the rain. it feels really MANKY .. makes ur clothes stick to u and everything is such a pain to dry!!!!!!!! i will just be hibernating through the bad weather to avoid breaking my waking up on the right side of the bed streak... i've been waking up feeling pretty good most days the past couple weeks since it's been nicer outside.

i've also been socialising a lot lot more, because being outside is way more bearable when it's not freezing cold/raining. i love the british spring cuz its like peak conditions, it rulez. hope the summer isn't 2 sweaty, i will be sparring with pyar mozzies cuz i live by water and they CONGREGATE and plan how they are gonna scran on my leg or smth. same spot every time i get bit btw. this may be my final transmission if they get me 2nite

signing off,
the cheese